Friendship

 TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING THROUGH THE DESERT. DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY, THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT; AND ONE FRIEND SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE IN THE FACE. THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING, WROTE IN THE SAND: TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE. THEY KEPT ON WALKING, UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS, WHERE THEY DECIDED TO TAKE A BATH THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN SLAPPED GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE ! AND STARTED DROWNING, BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM. AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM THE NEAR DROWNING, HE WROTE ON A STONE: "TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE ". THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPED AND SAVED HIS BEST FRIEND ASKED HIM, "AFTER I HURT YOU, YOU WROTE IN THE SAND AND NOW, YOU WRITE ON A STONE, WHY?" THE FRIEND REPLIED "WHEN SOMEONE HURTS US WE SHOULD WRITE IT DOWN IN SAND, WHERE WINDS OF FORGIVENESS CAN ERASE IT AWAY. BUT, WHEN SOMEONE DOES SOMETHING GOOD FOR US, WE MUST ENGRAVE IT IN STONE WHERE NO WIND CAN EVER ERASE IT." LEARN TO WRITE YOUR HURTS IN THE SAND AND TO CARVE YOUR BENEFITS IN STONE. THEY SAY IT TAKES A MINUTE TO FIND A SPECIAL PERSON,AN HOUR TO APPRECIATE THEM,A DAY TO LOVE THEM,BUT THEN AN ENTIRE LIFE TO FORGET THEM. SEND THIS TO THE PEOPLE YOU'LL NEVER FORGET. I JUST DID. IF YOU DON'T SEND IT TO ANYONE, IT MEANS YOU'RE IN A HURRY AND THAT YOU'VE FORGOTTEN YOUR FRIENDS. TAKE THE TIME TO LIVE! DO NOT VALUE THE THINGS YOU HAVE IN YOUR LIFE, BUT VALUE WHO YOU HAVE IN YOUR LIFE! AND IF I HAPPEN TO GET IT BACK, THEN I KNOW MY PLACE IN YOUR LIFE ":) this message was sent as a BC to me one of those BC's that actually made a lot of sense I wanted to share it with y'all if you have a friend like this you should keep them close to your heart a friend will tell you the truth when other ppl won't a tell will tell u you are saying rubbish when other people bob their heads and agree with you appreciate your friends today tell them you love them by words or actions....you are my friend and I love you :D tell this to your friends if they really are your friends cause you don't know tomorrow they will not be here forever.....we all have to die one day!!!! I love all ma friends :) <3 a lot......:*

100 facts about me

These are 100 facts about me there are probably more...but I had to limit my self
100. My name is Ogagaroghenemewhorhe Enameguono Omotevherhuvwu Cecilia Okparavero :|
99. I am gonna be 19 this year
98. I am a last born...
97. I've been in 3 relationships
96.The longest lasted 6months
95. The shortest 1 1/2 weeks
94. I hate tea #bleh
93 I spent 7 years in secondary school (sad innit)
92. I went to an all girls secondary school (and no I'm not a lesbian :|)
91. I'm a one naira girl believe it or not
90. My popsi pays my BIS....(ehen so!!! As I'm a baby ko???)
89. I'm skinny
88. I'm a size 0
87. I love my body
86. I think I'm pretty (agree or die its that simple)
85. I love reading novels
84. I'm asthmatic....
83. I hate people pitying me....
82. I'm a shy person (nobody believes me but there it is
81. I don't suffer fools gladly...(Like really if u dnt know shut the eff up dnt show you are dumber than you look)
80. I'm a very serious person!!! I barely smile *yimu*
79. I do what you want to but don't have the guts to...
78. I'm not a dress person...I don't really like clothes...to restricting...
77. I absolutely hate being ignored (yo!!! When I talk to you freaking answer me *rme*)
76. I hate being on my period...(Like really why can't it be like you know girls 6months then guys six months *rme*)
75. I have a phobia for cats....(Geez they make my skin crawl...ewwww!!! No matter how cute they are)
74. I love assuming people (they always give me something to laugh about...because they are almost always wrong) *shrugs*
73. I'm scared of girls X_x (I mean if I just meet a girl for the first time I'm mute and uncomfortable...ion noe why tho
72. I love boys....<3 <3 <3 (intelligent guys tho...ion like dullards...-_- huge turn off....
71. I do not like guys that are full of themselves they are always full of shit...
70. I don't like shouted prayers...
69. I don't do 69....:D ;)
67. When I stand for something...I don't deviate ever...
66. I am very rational...
65..I am not very trusting
64. I think of every single thing I do before I do it...
63. Everything I do I do for a reason...
62. I'm not a smarty pants...(Yes I'm serious)
61. I'm not assuming (I don't believe errtn I hear)
60. I keep everything on a need to know basis (if I don't need to know hunnay please don't tell me aii)
59. I hate washing (jeez anything washing at all plates, clothes, cars, etc.
58. I love ironing... Ironic innit
57. The only thing creative about me is erm...maybe writing...I love writing but I'm so damned lazy about it
56. I don't like watching tv
55. Left alone I could become a recluse (I love my own company like really books are better than ppl...)
54. I love Matthew 6 verse 7-8
53. I never say behind you what I can't say in front of you...
52. I'm a thug...that's what my friend says sha!!! I can't know...
51. I can't play video games...X_x
50. I'm scared of learning how to drive (true yarns tho)
49. I absolutely hate crying and clingy children...eww!!!
48. I love adorable quiet and happy children...:) (they make you wanna have yours)
47. I got my first dog when I was 3 he died last year...I still miss him...he gave me my first scar :)
46. Dogs love me...I wonder why
45. I'm 5ft 6 inches tall X_X
44. I always wanted to model I guess God had other plans that's why he made me short :(
43. I say exactly what I mean...that's why most times I like talking about meaningless things
42. I like people assuming I'm a fool it suits my purposes well :D
41. I hate being told what to do ( for that reason I do things well right enuf...
40. I like opposing people its fun mostly when they start paraing and imma be laughing like a hyena (especially ma first...smh such an angry boy)
39. Novels whether paper back or e-book I love :)
38. I love my eyes and my eye lashes....what its a fact about me na
37. Some people think I'm vain maybe I am beht really what's there not to b vain about??? Huh?? :p
36. I hate pringles...ewwwww!!!!
35. I talk before I think sometimes
34. This peak awards I'm gonna vote for Funmi @sm1pretty for most beautiful till my hands burn cos she's beautiful both in and out...
33. I'm addicted to twitter
32. I don't get jealous...at least I've not had cause to be yet....
31. When I'm insulted I smile....ion know why it makes me smile I'm yet to understand sha!!!
30. I laugh at the oddest times...it upsets people sometimes but that only increases the laughter *shrugs*
29. I listen a lot...especially to what you don't want me to hear ;)
28. I AM NOT A SNOB....
27 I have a weird sense of humour...
26. I am very easy to talk to...
25. I could be very mean!!!
24. When I like someone he will never know....but ion form *shrugs* its just the way I am
23. I turn heads...I may not be all that hot but I do turn heads...
22. I have a problem with saying I love you...I may really want to say it but it sorta just gets hooked in ma throat...X_X
21. The next facts are well....facts ;) personal tho...
20. I don't like cross examinations...please please don't question what I do!!!!
19. I love my friends...if I say you are my friend you will be until u say you don't want to be by your actions....
18. I love happy endings...not as much as @sm1pretty but you know na ;)
17. I like Paul's eyebrows
16. I like his butt as well <3 <3
15 My bb...I wouldn't say my life that's to well intense its indispensable sha...
14. I love writing....be it a story review or diss ;)
13. I'm proud...I don't beg I hate saying please but I'm very polite...
12. I don't lie believe it or not I'll either change the subject or b silent if ion wanna tell the truth...
11. I'm loyal to a fault!!!! Shii I'm like a guy in that aspect I always keep my word...if you are my friend you are lucky trust me....
10 I live music....christian rock crunk rap grime....I love em all mostly rock tho :)
9. I love my fam...Femi, Sandra, Gina, Olamz, Kachi, Steph, Sonia, Funmi, Ishioma, Henry, Slimm etc...
8.I don't get angry I'm a very happy person :D
7. I get hurt I'm not "hard" I bleed red...I just don't show it...it don't pay to be vulnerable *shrugs*
6. I love shoes!!!! Choi!!!!
5. I love my family :) mum stace n dad ({})
4. I love gadgets, and fixing stuff :)
3. I love a certain boy whose names have 19 letters :| :x don't ask, won't tell :) and its mutual :D
2. I love me....
1. I love God....the holy trinity the author and finisher of my life....
That's it its a hundred facts about me things some of y'all didn't know :) *whew my hands hurt* :(....uh well enjoy :D when I got done with this I remembered other stuff I wanted to write so I guess that's a story for another day.....oopsy daisy!!! This is long :$

Dr. Dre - I Need A Doctor ft. Eminem, Skylar Grey

his peeps from back in the days...

Skylar Grey

 When the video began you can see the pain in his eyes as he remembers everything that has happened in the past...he remembers Tupac (RIP) Snoop Dogg, Eazy E (RIP) then he remembers Eminem.. Apparently he hit some rough patches and the people he expected to be at his side, were no where to be found he lost his son ...you can imagine how he felt like he failed in his duties as a father and all, then he gets into his car and starts speeding  then silence, then I heard, "Goodnight daddy" then the car crashed, my heart skipped bone....I'm just glad it didn't really happen. then...Skylar Grey starts singing, "I'm about to lose my mind you've been gone for so long I'm running out of time I need a doctor call me a doctor I need a doctor, doctor to bring me back to life" then Eminem comes in he looks at Dr. Dre on life support he's not okay with that...his rap was basically about how he said and I quote "you came to me when I was at my lowest you picked me up, breathing life in me I owe my life to you....

"But for the life of me, you don't see it like I do but it just dawned on me you lost a son demons fighting you,its dark...." August 23, 2008 he lost his son Andre Young to drugs I think he was just 20 years old

Andre Young

Then he says,"Dre I'm crying in this booth you saved my life, now maybe its my turn to save yours but I can never repay you, what you did for me was way more but I aint giving up faith and you aint giving up on me.....Get up Dre,I'm dying, I need you, come back for fuck's sake...." (this really touched me) then at that moment Dr. Dre opened his eyes....I sighed, I didn't even realize I'd been holding my breath. They show him exercising his body( he has such broad shoulders....I'd love to see him without a shirt :x am I a pervert??? X_X)

Eric "Eazy E" Wright

No father should have to go through
that

Then he did his part...."....all I see is Slim fuck all you fair weather friends all I need is him effn backstabbers (the swears were getting much) when the chips wr down you laffd at us..." Then I liked this line "you can kiss my indecisive ass crack, maggots, and the crackers ass Little cracker Jack, beat-making wackass backward producers I'm back bastards"<------y'all heard!!!! Then at the end of the video they show somebody's grave site Eric Wright aka Eazy E (1963- 1995) RIP............... 

Mayne.....all in all I give the video a whooping 10/10 if you don't agree with me....be kind enough to say why!!!!! And on billboards the song is No. 11 only 5 weeks!!!! Big ups Sir!!!  

Chris Brown (Feat. Busta Rhymes Lil Wayne) - Look At Me Now

      Ok the vid starts its real colourful yeah...we see CB fixing some stuff...I like to think maybe that's the past when he was still growing, then we see Busta briefly then we see Lil Weezy flexing and doing what ever he was doing then the opening credits roll then we see CB and his dancing crew, then he says, "I don't see how you can hate from outside of the club...you can't even get in" for some reason this cracks me the hell up swear down, then he does that laugh....:D *choi* (that thing go pain sha) then he throws some maahd moves (make pesn come tell me say CB no dey dance,I go re arrange your face) *sigh* then he starts (I won't say singing or rapping he was sha doing something and it was cool so.... Then he said 'I get what you get in 10 years in two days' (ouch!!!) Then he said somn I like 'oops I said on my dick, I really didn't mean to say on my dick but since we talking about my dick, all of you here have to say hi to it...I'm done'
      Then Busta says somn like 'lemme show you how to keep the dice rolling ehen you doing that thing over there homie!!!' and dammit he did....Shiiii he want H.A.M on the beat what the hell!!! If his lyrics were on the song alone, maybe sung or something the song would probably have been like maybe 20mins long. swear down he kilt it is all!!! Shiiiii!!!! And he looked coooool in the video!!! I'm like OMG I was shaking on my bed as I was watching it...then
 Weezy stepped up looking effortlessly hot *whew* then he goes in " mehn Fuck this bitch ass niccas how y'all doing I'm Lil tunechi I'm a nuisance I go so stupid I go dumb like the 3 stooges..." Choi and he goes on and on!!! Then he threw a move like this (I suspect this Weezy, he may be a coded dancer sha!!!) Then he ends it by saying 'if you got eyes look at me now BITCH!!!!!'
"Look at me now look at me now I'm getting paper, look at me now look at me now I'm fresher than a mo'facka"...Well the video!!! To me was maaaaaad

I loved it watya think???

Well just so you know CB is back and better....this is just the beginning as they have always said he's the future of r&b and come 22nd of March he gon' be dropping his 4th album F.A.M.E

February 14, 2009

Hmm...Its funny how time flies 2 yrs ago ma friend and I went night crawling twas back in second skul tho it was vals yh so we wanted to go wish our friends in other houses happy vals so we was goin bk to our hostel wen we saw a red light in skul then at that tym we wr not meant to be outside n me n ma 'cuz' wr well as we saw the red light somn just told us to turn around n go back to wr we wr coming from and dats exactly what we did we found beds n lay silently wen we heard one of our house mistresses voice shet we breathed a sigh of relief thank God we went back so we wr there for like an hour gisting and laffin n well u see I'm asthmatic I started feeling funny I needed ma inhaler buh it was in ma dorm n I was sm wr else n nobody had *royally screwed* so we waited till d woman left then we went to our block alas the doors wr locked shit!!!
        We went back to wr we wr I just couldn't hold it any more ma breathing was choppy n I could barely take in air we went back to our block banged on the door no one answered(the fuck) beht y we kept at it o!!! We wet round the builfing searchin for sm1 dt was awake...still nobody we sat outside it was cold we wr tired I couldn't breathe we wr dozing errtn was just wrong at exactly 4am we decided to try one last tym miraculously sm1 opened the door we shared a twin sigh of relief...beht it was the reportn house captn so we lied we came out for fresh air n wr locked out *smh* (now thinkn about it she chopped d lie sha) I walkd into ma dorm sharply got ma inhaler relieved ma self....then I hrd ma name I turned as it turned out this lil juvee had been awake thru out!!! O_o I wanted to kill her I na asked her y she didn't open the door n she tells me she was scared *the fuck* I didn't wanna hear more I just got on ma bed n slept....two years on I still remember exactly what happened like it was yesterday :) I miss secondary. Skul sha smhow smhow *sigh* Just a lil bit sha....

Depression.....not worth it

My take on depression...
Let's start with what they want you to think...
Depression is a state of low mood an aversion to activity that can affect a person's thoughts, behaviour, feelings and physical well being.
Depressed people feel sad, anxious, empty,helpless, worthless, guilty, irritable and restless. ((That's a lot innit???). They lose interest in things that were once pleasurable....experience over eating (ehen?? u neva jam...not enuf food for dat) loss of appetite(that's more like it) and may contemplate suicide( ur mama neva enta you with belt)<-----according to wikipedia(yawn)
Well all the above is just grammar....
Depression is that feeling when nothing and everything is wrong with you(yup I'm right...always am) you feel suffocated like u in a vacuum most times it is a gradual process that lil thing you don't wanna talk about, that never mind you say, that person that yu hve a million things to say to but you don't say a word feelings you can't explain.
  Depression is caused by a myriad of things, inferiority complex and paranoia being on top of the list...Why tho I don't understand, wanting to be like someone and failing hopelessly( why would you want to do that)
Its also caused by thinking negative thoughts like things can never be fine, you cannot move on etc (that's the devil talking rebuke it brothers and sisters) its just a phase..if it was good and it became bad it will be good again if it was bad, it would be better.
Cure for depression...(if these don't help you umm I'm at a loss for what will...well here goes
Step 1: SMILE

It makes your day brighter it makes you feel lighter, happier and your heart will soar...yup I said it cos its true





Step 2: LAUGH
At the oddest times for the oddest reasons don't care what people will think you would feel better...an thats really all that matters



Step 3: THE RIGHT FRIENDS

If you have friends like mine...ha ha trust me depression would be the farthest thing from your mind I love my friends to pieces wish I could lend them  but uh they're mine :D
Step 4: PRAY

The most sure fire cure for depression, get on your knees, lie down, stand, sit, crouch, whichever way you are most comfortable and talk to God, he always has our time and you will always feel better after talking to him its such a beautiful feeling, you feel all your troubles floating away, you get that heady feeling like you just drank some good wine or a divine bar of chocolate...You just gotta love God He's absolutely an irrevocably awesome Love you Lord O:)

Sometimes all we need is a hug :)

I...iono

The first time I saw you, you were with your guys and I was just the new girl who knew nobody and you seemed to know everybody. Among your friends, you were not the finest or the hottest dresser or anything but there was something about you that attracted me ion noe what it was...but at the time I was a dead you wouldn't have looked at me 'cos really there were hotter girls and all...so I put you at the back of ma mind with the notion of if I don't think of you I would forget about you, to me it was as simple as that as I couldn't get you I could forget you(if only it were that easy). After a while I found out we had mutual friends OMG I thought whenever he came around I just used to act cool n all cos if there's one thing m good at its confusing people...So I act as if there's nothing and no one suspects anything it worked for a while I guess then we jammed at somewhere sha sha he kissed me but I did not respond not cause I didn't like the fact that he was kissing me but I had a boyfriend and I didn't really want to investigate how the kiss affected me and why it affected me that way :| at the end I had to pretend like nothing happened coz I didn't wanna jump into conclusions and all after all it was just a kiss and he acted like nothing happened n as I'm not one to jump into conclusions I took his lead and acted like nothing... Then I just put it at the back of my mind and forgot about it then we met again in the club we ignited the dance floor..yup yup we did we connected on another level...then I used to wish we'd always meet whenever I go clubbing(bet you didn't noe that) and those times when we were dancing I used to wish you were mine :$...well parties passed and things regressed to hey hi friends I moved on (or so I thought) then I got a bb and we got talking again and I realized I was really not over...still I didn't believe how would he like me, like really me pint sized me I was just well there weird chick and crazy rock lover so I put it outta ma mind twas easy to do so cause I hadn't seen him in a long while then I saw him and I'm like OMG how could I have thought I was over him like really...well I was still circling around the situation then he told me he would do me a favour I wondered what it was...I finally put it behind my mind then one day we saw and chilled for like a really long while talked about things and all and well we made out...I enjoyed it X_x like who wouldn't. Then later I started having regrets, like really I aint going out with this guy and all why should I be doing such. I felt like a bum, I wasn't myself, I had doubts did he really like me or were my lips just the attraction, I wanted to know but I didn't know how to say it...so I told him the little I could but I wish I could have told him everything like how I wondered what a relationship with him would entail what he would expect me to do and if I could do it and if I would feel ok or guilty about it well ion even understand my self but I do know one thing I would enter a relationship with him if he ensures me that my doubt are unfounded even though I promised myself that I'd b single for a long while....what I regret tho was hurting him cause I hurt myself as well. My only hope is that I've not lost him and what hurts the most is that he may not read this and know exactly how I feel....O gosh!!! I guess I got hit......
Don't ask I won't tell you... :|
I can't believe I wrote this...