Will I get it one day :(

Just some things I thought about...
So I'm sitting thinking and talking with all ma alter egos(sshh just read) and I'm thinking about life and what I really want from it atm(at the moment). For a while we were thinking we want love yes Cecilia one of ma lamest personality was screaming love...n I;m like love schmove...love...It might be only me but in this age and stage of mine love is like the lowest on the food chain wanna know why.
   It is said good things aint cheap and cheap things aint good, then Cecilia said to me, "but love is not just cheap, its free." And I'm like, "Umm, who said its good??? :s" Really because, okay you fall in love,you break his heart or he breaks yours whichever the case maybe...Then I'm like what do I really want...amma tell you.

   I want someone who would hug me tight and tell me i smell good, I want someone I can call or talk to when something goes wrong,or I wanna rejoice. I want someone who makes me smile, when its not even on my agenda I want someone who will listen to all my rantings even when I'm obviously talking too much, I want someone i can be myself with and not worry I have veggies in ma teeth or ma dress aint cute enough. I want you to have my time even if its just to say hey, I want you to call text or ping me with something funny on a random odd day not just cos I said hi.       

   I want you to care about me not because we dating or something,just because,and not think just cos she doesn't talk she doesn't mind, I want you lock eyes with me and smile and I feel like you can see straight through to my soul, you don't have to say a word. I want someone who is open minded who thinks highly of people I want someone who is not all about what I can give you or whatever like MoCheddah says,"you don't need to buy a car to show me your love" even that love!!! Love is a very shady emotion that I can do without for now. I just want you to adore me, to think the world about me, to call just to check up on me, to not remind me of my shortcomings but encourage me to be better.

   I want you to play with me gist with me, on rare occasions even gossip LOL..:) I want you to surprise me with chocolates not because its vals day or ma birthday but just because you know I love 'em I want someone who would do anything for me(within reason tho no grenade catching n ish o!!!) I want someone that will look at me and tell me I'm cute not because he thinks thats what I wanna hear, but because he means it:| Someone I could give my heart to and trust that he won't return it bloodied and on a broken platter...but the reality of all this is that if wishes were horses beggars would ride.

     We never get what we want and we reject what we need and as for all of this a perfect somebody...who doesn't even exist. If he did I wonder where he's hiding. Sometimes I think we get the debris to prepare us to meet the whole stuff, sometimes it looks like its taking forever and in our haste we end up with the wrong person..I ask for patience not to kill every person who has broken someones heart...If in your case that wicked somebody is me I'm Sorry from the depth of my heart I didn't mean it I'm not perfect and neither are you. You may not believe it but all I speak is he truth and I speak it for my self...Do you ever feel the same way??? 

     Now I really do need a hug :( 
                                                   














                                           Loopy...

Avril Lavigne Alice

I think she should have acted Alice in the movie.

She's a natural plus I love the song watch it if you please :-*

Rihanna S & M

For those that haven't watched the video this is S&M and S&M means SadoMasochism....which means hurting people and being hurt...during sexual activities *clears throat* Rihanna e ro ra o!!!

F__kin Perfect Pink

Ok I think this song is like one of the most inspirational songs I've heard forget that the title is fucking perfect iono the song just speaks to me and the video...Lord of mercy tears nearly came to ma eyes and I wanna share it with you...The lyrics speak to me on a day to day the song is the definition of deep(yes I said it...)and I don't know why I don't see I topping charts, yet I see baseless Taylor Swift (yes I said baseless sue me *rme*) songs topping charts.When you listen to the song you know its a well thought out song, not one of her usual fun loving yet deep song. In some songs you have to wait till the second or third line to be caught in this song, she caught me first line, she goes:
 "Made a wrong turn once or twice, dug ma way out blood and fire bad decisions that's alright welcome to ma silly life..." then the chorus was just perfecto...there are many times we feel like we r existing not living that  nobody cares well P!nk says, "Pretty pretty please don't you ever ever feel like you less than fucking perfect, Pretty pretty please if you ever ever feel like you're loved then you're fucking perfect to me." Whenever you feel down its like the perfect song to listen to. I swear the video like I said was simply beautiful...I couldn't get the uncensored but this one should be equally okay I guess...It's a really deep song and I want y'all to enjoy the video as much as I did and listen to the song, download link http://www.4shared.com/audio/Pw4VccSA/Pnk___Fucking_Perfect_.html

I hope you like it I really did...and always remember if you feel that you're loved then you're fucking perfect to me....(I love this song so much I listen to it like non stop) It speaks to me....it should you 

Dedicated to : you and you and you yes you, and even you you're perfect...and even though we all know we aint truly perfect...we are perfectly Imperfect <3
                                             Loopy :D

StaeC: The Birth of A New Talent

High School Musical things

This adroit bombshell is only 19 (yeah she is) her name is StaeC. Yup yup she is the one who does it all you know, Jill of all trades master of all (yes I said it) she draws, she paints, she acts, she dances, best of all she sings and guess what??? She's good at them all. The word talented doesn't even just cut it for her. Of which she is the most official "Sharpay" of Disney's High School musical...(Sorry the pic aint too clear I was part of paparazzi :$)...well there she is...did I also mention she featured in Mnet's Tinsel if that aint savvy, I don't know what to call it... She is currently working on her album and her singles, 'Miss Boss' in which she featured another upcoming tight musician Zee and 'Da thing' with Skales and I Miss you...will soon be out. I've heard the songs (yes I'm badt like that) and they all  the ish!!! you still don't believe me on that start with the first course Miss Boss http://www.iwantairplay.com/m/download_it.php?dd=y&dl=1331  listen and enjoy. I also got to see some of her beautiful works of art and i wanna share 'em with you (aren't I nice??)

Sea scape 

 The 'Sea Scape' is a really beautiful painting which goes for 50k if you want to buy it (which you should) the 'Soul Gazer' goes for 65k...its worth it we should appreciate our art we've got real talent in this country...

   

Fertility 

Sea Scape 2

Health is Wealth

  

Las Gidi Market
                                       

'Fertility' goes for 25k 'Seascape 2' goes for 45k 

'The Lost heritage' goes for 45k also (for some reason it has refused to upload)

'Las Gidi Market goes for 35k

while 'Health is Wealth' goes for 50k this painting trips me you know why?? not everybody will understand that in the first half of the picture we have a sick child who goes to the doctor in the second half and is being treated in the third half...what I love about art everything has a meaning every tiny intricate detail means something, any form of art should be celebrated and appreciated it should not be discriminated...because there's love in art...it unites...well you can catch up with this artistic bombshell on twitter @StaeC also at www.iwantairplay.com/staec 

Like StaeC fanpage on facebook yup...its all about her. That's the ish!!!

What the Hell!!!!

Okay!!! I love Avril Lavigne to bits and now she has a new album coming up like March 8th I think....how do you think that makes me feel, elated excited overjoyed you name it...and the single she released What the hell!!! I totally love it..oops I forgot the name of the album is Goodbye Lullaby...(hmm!!! do I smell something here) but the video...umm I don't know what to say really!!! She showed skin tho n her shape is mahhhhhd!!! really the video is aii I guess, what with the guy chasing her around town, she doing her own thing, advertising her clothing line and perfume... Well boo, I still love you, your voice every thing and I always will case closed. Then back to Goodbye Lullaby, like I said it will be released March 8th, we'll have in it,
What the hell
Stop standing there
Smile
Push

Goodbye
Wish you were here
Everybody hurts
4 real
Remember when
Darling
Black Star
Not Enough
I love you
Alice(hidden track)
 In no particular order, I'm not to sure about the last 4 tracks tho...well I guess for now that's that about Avril I'll bring more of ma fav artistes as time goes by :)
                                                      

Meeeee!!! :D

I think I've come a long way to who I am, from a cute baby to a not so fine teenager to a crazy girl in low cut (sec school things) to me now. well it hasn't been easy, but the fact I survived and I'm still surviving should be a testament to ma strength drive and will to survive. I'm me, I talk to any and everybody who talks back, I'm not a snob, I have weird expressions, I talk to much, most times about op things (yes I said it I noe) I give good advices, I don't take them, I over think situations, I blow the occasional gbagaun (yes I do I aint perfect) I am a Child of God, I love ma friends, I LOVE ME!!! who wouldn't :D
Look at me NOW!!!! Read my blog and comment :) they're very welcome
xoxo
Loopy :D