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It's been one long minute innit....I've not been here in a bit partly my fault and partly the fault of those who have PhD syndrome PhD being (pull her down). Well I'm back, I know I'm really lazy and I have all these disconnected thoughts, but I'd try my best to put up some posts for people that actually care and y'all would go a long way encouraging me if you could not only rush in read the posts and rush out, take the time to comment and tweet links and all it would mean more than you can ever begin to imagine to me....:) thanks. However on my own part I'd reply and all and y'all can give ideas and all on stuff you'd wanna hear or see on here you can send me mails, but please this ain't a dating site so try not to send mails about wanting to hook up with me and ish I ain't here for that and I won't reply your mails :) please comply thanks I love y'all and I'd try as much as possible to be responsive :D well....I'm back I guess #kkbye

Lupe Fiasco - Words I Never Said ft. Skylar Grey

"Its so loud inside my head with words that I should have said, As I drown in my regrets I can't take the words I never said....."

 You know there are just some songs that make...if there's anything like too much sense....that's what that song made, I am not a rap person yeah I'm more into rock and the likes but hearing 'The show goes on' I decided to download the whole album and this song was the one that touched me most, the first time I listened to it well it was as usual Skylar Grey that caught my attention I didn't focus on the lyrics, then after Osama's death I saw a clip of the video on CNN I decided to listen to the lyrics. The chorus or is it hook they call it now first hooked me then cos I barely heard most of what he said I went off to google the lyrics (hey google is ma friend na). Well lemme just tell you what I gained from the song as we all have diff views on stuff it will be the same for this song like me he thinks war on terror is a bunch of bullshit, just an excuse to use up bullets (true some ppl just like blasting things) well some of the things he's on about I really don't get which is ma fault I don't read news papers x_x my bad @Abdulrahym always talks about them stuff I may ask, I'll probably forget( well the thought matters) he say 'I'm a part of the problem,my problem is I'm peaceful and I believe in people' its not a bad thing but a word sometimes may be enough we just never try.

Then verse two was just the (point and kill) he wants to make some points clear, he goes Jihad isn't a holy war (jihad is a term which means struggle and is a religious duty of muslims and it means much more than a holy war) he really doesn't support all the violence now who would the people who aint suffering from the repercussion....he ends it saying

'I think that all the silence is worse than the violence'

'Fear is such a weak emotion that's why I despise it't

'We scared of almost everything afraid to even tell the truth'

'So scared of what you think of me, I'm scared of even telling you'

'My screams is finally getting free, my thoughts is finally yelling through'

We really shouldn't be afraid to speak our minds it may seem like the scariest thing to do and some may rather die than say how they're feeling but its time to stop being scared we need to take back what is ours from these tyrants....the world be waiting on us and never say I'm too young....think about this is anyone too young to die???

DO THE RIGHT thing....

I can't take back the WORDS NEVER SAID....

Lasers<----if you aint got this album...what you waiting for?? Go get yours now :D :*

It is Well

*sigh* When peace like a river attendeth my way when sorrows like sea billows roll whatever my....this song means a lot to me quite frankly one of the most beautiful songs I've ever heard, its funny the year I heard it, was a horrid year (ironic yeah) it was that year when Stella Obasanjo and all those Loyola students died (God rest their souls) sad year, it was rendered by Chuto a girl in my school that year she had lost someone in the crash, and when she sang it I could tell it was from the depth of her soul. That year I remember I sat there in my seat crying and at the same time trying to be hard... You see death is something we just can't deal with I mean we lose people every day one would think it would get easier, hell we hope it would get easier but I just doesn't you still feel the pang, the silence the pain of where they used to be in your heart now silent lost forever.... You want to say don't go I still need you but there's just not the time you see, one minute they're there and the next they're gone *poof* just like that away from our lives our point of sight we can't pick up the phone and dial and expect them to pick but they don't cause they're gone...
   Don't go please we'd want to shout but they don't hear us anymore every one says you have to be strong it will get better one day and I'm like fuck this don't patronise me I'm fucking tired of being strong, and it never gets better we just learn to suppress it, don't you tell me it was destiny, let me rage at the world it won't make me better but I won't keep it within and let it fester, I want to even rage at God its hard really hard at those times you wonder why?? But I loved them you get that confused look on you face why did they have to go you try to understand you keep chanting to yourself "it was Gods will they're in a better place" you feel if you say it long enough you will believe it but goddamn its sa freaking hard...I can't stop crying you wanna ask God why did she have to lose her dad a day before her birthday where's the fairness there...I'm typing then the notice comes up its her birthday but he aint here to see he will never see her grow into a young woman he will never see her kids, there'll always b that stigmata I lost my dad the day before my birthday I'm trying to wipe my tears but as I type they increase, its like I've kept it all inside all this while but to be honest I'm scared, I wish it were because I was scared to die that's not it at all, I think of my family my friends I don't think I'll be able to deal if I lost even the farthest from close I just want them to be there jeez I wish I could care less I just can't then I pause and the song starts playing in my head again, I'm trying to stop crying but I guess I've reached my threshold I just can't hold it in anymore I'm trying to banish the song from my head its not well I tell myself....DON'T GO....I forgot to say I love you....:( its too late....I LOVE YOU yes you, even you there and you reading this....this is from my heart no editing no corrections just plain me....I'll miss you forever and a day more Rest in peace....in as much as it hurts God is always there to pick the broken pieces and there's always someone who cares it dawns on me I'm truly blessed and then I realize in every situation he's there with me and with you yes you.... and that brings me peace it has truly taught me to say it is well...IT IS WELL WITH MY SOUL......cos it really is.

Lil bits of L.O.V.E.

LOVE starts with a SMILE, grows with a KISS, and ends with a TEAR. DON'T cry over anyone who won't cry over you. Good FRIENDS are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push. ACTIONS speak louder than words. The HARDEST thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. DON'T let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff. LIFE'S SHORT. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it. A BEST FRIEND is like a four leaf clover, HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE. Some people make the world SPECIAL just by being in it. BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God forgot to give us. When it HURTS to look back, and you're SCARED  to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there. TRUE FRIENDSHIP "NEVER" ENDS.
Friends are FOREVER. Good friends are like STARS You don't always see them, but you know they are ALWAYS THERE. DON'T frown, you never know who is falling in love with your smile. "What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry?" Nobody is perfect until you fall! in love with them. Everything is okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end. Most people walk in and out of your life, but only FRIENDS leave footprints in your heart.

"I believe that friends are quiet angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly."
"God grant Me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference"

...............When I was in secondary school some guy that liked me sent me this via email it was the in thing then, I loved the words then and I still do just wanted to share it with y'all and all my loved ones and to those who don't believe in love be very afraid cause it is the most powerful force and it will catch you whether you like it or not...(yes you...its you I'm talking to....believe)
Love= God and God = Love its just like sinzu it is equal to sinzu.....

 Love like friendship is like a ring....as round as it is there ain't no breaks and it never ends it could get cracked and thats why we have the smiths to make it brand new once again....never throw it away :)

Beyonce- Lets Move "Move ya body"

So I just saw this video on a friend of mine's page on Facebook and I just had to share it with y'all OK its like a remix of Beyonce's old song Get me bodied but its called move your body its meant to be kinda like a work out video(if I had her as a PE teacher now that would have been great) and yeah I'm guessing she's the only one that can pull off a cool running man in heels and her Dougie is just so cool well I looooooove the video (Y) keeping it for my eyes only would have been so selfish hence.....:D

Dance (1)

So there was a time that dance was my passion, yes I loved it more than writing... don't ask me what happened, frankly speaking I don't know x_x. Well I also loved Jabbawockeez they were this group on Americans best dance crew, I was dead for them and this was one of my performances they were to do Lean with it rock with it by Dem Franchise boys (wonder where those ones are now tho...*shrugs* not like I care :p)

Yup there they are Jabbawockeez....I always wondered why they wore masks well my question was answered at one of their presentations they said or should I say one of 'em said, "we wear mask so that we would be in sync and people would see or fluidity...." On point dancers men!!! I looooooooooooove them :D watch for when one of 'em caught a 'kerchief outta the air while still doing his flairs...I'll be uploading all ma favorite dance videos y'all gotta enjoy 'em :* I don't get how they get to practice and look good cos they live in diff states and only have a couple of hours to practice....they just good mayne!!!!!!!!!!!! Did I mention they won their season???
I still love you dance, you just ain't my first love no more.....

Hello :$

 I been away for a while x_x nothing to say really
been having what y'all call writers block i call it scattered thoughts
when I arrange 'em amma b back in full force :D
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